What a title, huh? Well..it's already a month for me invigilating for SPM here in tis raining season. Thinking of stopping next year, replacing people, i mean. My big mouth said yes to marking paper 1 SPM and the second date to hand in marked papers is clashed with last day for da school dat i am invigilating. thanks to kak lia for letting me go dat last day.
1st meeting for marking was last friday at ubai. actually it was 4 of us there from same school except kak su and nik M. azwar with KP and me with mas. what a relief! but they r going to recheck our papers later on ....commuting from here to hometown for 2 days n it was tiring plus need to pass up 10 scrips today, became da last one to finish. but kak sab is considerate to let us go at 3pm. found out nik M is attending warden course hahaha. perhaps dat's y got miscalls from school office but i am invigilating and marking too..
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
My First Year-2008
Sebenarnye aku posting 1 november 2007, bkn 3hb tp bru tetibe rase nak recall ape yg dh jadi ngan aku selame lbh krg 3 thn jd ticer kat bandar diraja ni. mcm bru semlm rasenye diantar ayah dan mak ke sini. suke suki ati aku lapor diri pukul 2 ptg time balik sekolah..cek mek kelate (cmk) tu dh smpai dr semlm lg siap menginap kat inderapura bsame famili die.
Dh sampai gpk hem sambut aku, bkn smbut apela juz mengalu-alukan kedtgan ke sek ni. sorg cikgu lain ni pulak dtg cakap, "ade keje dh tgu kau, tp esokla". aku ingatkan die kb or paling koman kp, rupe2nye bru posting bulan 6 thn lepas. poyo betul la kan. lantak la kalau aku salah ke nanti, tolong tande pun mujur hihi. jadi mcm tu coz msg2 merungut x nak tande kelas org lain, sape suh wat set2 ni? sendiri gak x cerdik kan.
Pastu aku dibawa ke umah tumpangan cikgu2 a.k.a kuartersla. aku kne share bilik dgn cmk tu la coz tu je bilik yg ksg kat kuarters ni. redo jelah, ikut kate gpk, plh lame sethn...ingat sethn tu skjap ke cikgu?? mhitung ari aku blik kg tiap mnggu tau tak..nsb baik brg x byk sgt juz 1 beg troli, 1 comforter, 2 bj bantal n 1 selimut. aku kne tido kat bwhla coz katil single n aku dtg lambat dr cmk, mlm pertama kami tido kat ruang tamu walaupun aku x phm sampai skrg knape kami kne tido kat situ, so aku tido atas toto jelah. takkan nk bio cmk tido sorg2 kat luar karang menangis mlm2 aku gak yg seram. mlm kedua dan seterusnye brulah tido dlm bilik mcm yg sepatutnye, yelah org bg bilik kan, buat ape tido luar, dhla nyamuk. mngkin itulah sebab aku dpt tido dlm bilik lepas tu kot. lagipun lepas tu kak T bg aku tilam so okla sikit dr tido atas toto. aku pun bekerja mcm cmk gak, tau rase penat mengekor budak2 form3 tu ke ump dgn kuktem, dr pg ke ptg. dahla time tu aku takde kasut flat, pkai heels jalan rate2, mau nk tercabut kepale lutut hihi. bebanyak2 terima kasih kpd kak T.
Jasamu dikenang. Dudukla aku kat umah kak T bersame die, cmk dan nini. Aku blh agak ramai ckgu lame dok target nk serah tugas kat kiteorg tp time tu 6 org cikgu dpt tukar so automatik keje2 dieorg akan dibahagikan kepade kami le~huhu. Tunggu jelah first meeting untuk taun 2008.
Oh ye, sblm tlupe, mase aku mengiring bebudak form 3 g lawatan ke ump dgn kuktem, nini kol aku dgn cmk. tnye kiteorg kat mane, nasib baik kiteorg dh otw ke ump. kalau x, haruslah kne ganti ibu mengandung g kursus jurulatih netball n surely kne latih budak netball thn dpan kan? Allah Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang. Memangla nini membebel mcm2 tp nk wat mcamane kan? ibu mengandung tu pun lupe kot or sengal? nasib baik die dpt pindah, so mngkin ok or worse, ntahla beb.
Mase dtg untuk meeting pertama, 30.12.2007, punyela banyak name aku dlm jkuase mcm2 name dlm buku pengurusan tu. walaupun aku x cekap mengira tp name aku lbh banyak dr name cmk coz ayah die kan gpk sbp n dh siap pesan kat (mantan) bos mintak jaga tlg jage anak die kat sek ni. ni tugas2 aku utk thn 2008:
1)guru kelas form 1 (yg lawaknye ni je kelas form1 yg aku ajar)
2)guru subjek bi n pj (KB aku pun pelik coz cikgu bi x cukup tp kne ajar pj pulak)
3)guru biasiswa tm n petronas
4)s/u pep
5)ajk j/k buku teks coz aku guru kelas
6)pentaksir plbs coz ajar bi
7)pandu puteri
8)english society
9)netball- kan dh ckap td! cmk msuk silat olahraga so dummy gakla kan?
n ade lg yg lain tp x terbuat coz x larat hihi
mase meeting olahraga, name aku ade kat muka surat belakang so ade cikgu yg prihatin minta tambah ajk bahagian die so nk aku la tu padehal name aku kat statistik dah, macemane nk duk kat hakim penamat pade mase yg same???? bodoh n bengap n PENDENGKI!!! nk tau sape sape kepale ni? tunggu...............
Allah Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang, last gpk koko adjust balik so aku n cmk jd ajk stat n hiasan khemah, plus hakim utk acara awal i.e lompat jauh n rejam lembing for cmk.
Masuk febuari la ble citer bab sukan thunan ni n nor pn nk kwin time cuti thn bru cine tu aku n nana kne cri chalet la kalau nk g sane, alih2 nini kate xpyh coz bleh tido umah cmk. nk tumpang tido mcmane kalau ore x pelawe wei....pakserele la kirenye die ajak kami tido umah die, siap nana jd anak angkat x rasmi mak cmk, bru tau.aku??? mmg x rajin nk tmpang tido tu tp aku dgn nor xde masalah so aku suke nk menghadiri kenduri kesyukurannye tu.
Hjg bln 3 aku kne bwk bdk camping, time prakem kat tango, aku dpt tau thn lepas ckgu pandu yg ade ni antar budak naik bas kat ppd je, cikgu yg penah masuk utan seme dh pindah so aku boleh agak samada aku lg kne thn dpan or no more camping for gals guide. we'll see... mane aci kan, time mesyuarat, ckp mcm bgus tp habuk pun tarak!
Bln 6, kene ikut budak bahas g SAMSAH kat jitra, dh dkt dgn perlis tp aku x tau n aku pun x rapat dgn mak mijah so x rase pun nk pegi, nk pegi dgn ape?dielah kne dtg amik aku kan? so forget it. budak2 lak koya hebat so buat ikut kepale sendiri aku pun rilek je lah coz si sara tu mcm bleh tanggung akibat keputusan die sendiri, da only thing i did was asked for a jalan2 trip for da kids a day before we left for pekan, g pdg besar, bkn first time pun tp oklah drp x g mane2. Yg sorang lagak ex-officio seludup budak tp ble mkn catu siap ugut nk anta naik bas, bdk tu pulak lupe diri yg die dibawa untuk jd pelapis debate tp duk mengekor budak bahas, ntah boleh bdebat ke tidak ntahla labu. so aku balik umah lpas 2 ari nlik dr kedah, tande paper ppt dlu.
Hujung thn 2008, alhamdulillah rezeki aku dpt kursus induksi kat rompin. Kedengaran suara cikgu2 yg posting lbh awal dr aku x puas ati knape aku dpt dlu. padehal kalau aku konpem dlu pun , aku pencen pun dlu dr dieorg jgk coz aku ni sebaya dgn nana yg dh mengajar 10 thn tu. tp malas nk jwb blik coz bkan aku yg urus hal ini tp kerani kat opis. cmk lg best, dh siap isi brg tp simpan dlm fail. aku ingat lg time nk antar kat opis, aku tanye, "dh anta borang?". "dah."katanye. so pegi aku bkursus time musim ujan tu dan abis sehari sblum raye haji.
Memang betul boleh g kursus same2 seronok tp dlm situasi aku n cmk, better xyahla kot. by da way, kak T dh kawin n nana pindah masuk duk master bedroom. cmk pun dh rapat dgn kak nad.gud for her coz kak nad lame kat sek ni, kire dh bkepak la jugak.
Dh sampai gpk hem sambut aku, bkn smbut apela juz mengalu-alukan kedtgan ke sek ni. sorg cikgu lain ni pulak dtg cakap, "ade keje dh tgu kau, tp esokla". aku ingatkan die kb or paling koman kp, rupe2nye bru posting bulan 6 thn lepas. poyo betul la kan. lantak la kalau aku salah ke nanti, tolong tande pun mujur hihi. jadi mcm tu coz msg2 merungut x nak tande kelas org lain, sape suh wat set2 ni? sendiri gak x cerdik kan.
Pastu aku dibawa ke umah tumpangan cikgu2 a.k.a kuartersla. aku kne share bilik dgn cmk tu la coz tu je bilik yg ksg kat kuarters ni. redo jelah, ikut kate gpk, plh lame sethn...ingat sethn tu skjap ke cikgu?? mhitung ari aku blik kg tiap mnggu tau tak..nsb baik brg x byk sgt juz 1 beg troli, 1 comforter, 2 bj bantal n 1 selimut. aku kne tido kat bwhla coz katil single n aku dtg lambat dr cmk, mlm pertama kami tido kat ruang tamu walaupun aku x phm sampai skrg knape kami kne tido kat situ, so aku tido atas toto jelah. takkan nk bio cmk tido sorg2 kat luar karang menangis mlm2 aku gak yg seram. mlm kedua dan seterusnye brulah tido dlm bilik mcm yg sepatutnye, yelah org bg bilik kan, buat ape tido luar, dhla nyamuk. mngkin itulah sebab aku dpt tido dlm bilik lepas tu kot. lagipun lepas tu kak T bg aku tilam so okla sikit dr tido atas toto. aku pun bekerja mcm cmk gak, tau rase penat mengekor budak2 form3 tu ke ump dgn kuktem, dr pg ke ptg. dahla time tu aku takde kasut flat, pkai heels jalan rate2, mau nk tercabut kepale lutut hihi. bebanyak2 terima kasih kpd kak T.
Jasamu dikenang. Dudukla aku kat umah kak T bersame die, cmk dan nini. Aku blh agak ramai ckgu lame dok target nk serah tugas kat kiteorg tp time tu 6 org cikgu dpt tukar so automatik keje2 dieorg akan dibahagikan kepade kami le~huhu. Tunggu jelah first meeting untuk taun 2008.
Oh ye, sblm tlupe, mase aku mengiring bebudak form 3 g lawatan ke ump dgn kuktem, nini kol aku dgn cmk. tnye kiteorg kat mane, nasib baik kiteorg dh otw ke ump. kalau x, haruslah kne ganti ibu mengandung g kursus jurulatih netball n surely kne latih budak netball thn dpan kan? Allah Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang. Memangla nini membebel mcm2 tp nk wat mcamane kan? ibu mengandung tu pun lupe kot or sengal? nasib baik die dpt pindah, so mngkin ok or worse, ntahla beb.
Mase dtg untuk meeting pertama, 30.12.2007, punyela banyak name aku dlm jkuase mcm2 name dlm buku pengurusan tu. walaupun aku x cekap mengira tp name aku lbh banyak dr name cmk coz ayah die kan gpk sbp n dh siap pesan kat (mantan) bos mintak jaga tlg jage anak die kat sek ni. ni tugas2 aku utk thn 2008:
1)guru kelas form 1 (yg lawaknye ni je kelas form1 yg aku ajar)
2)guru subjek bi n pj (KB aku pun pelik coz cikgu bi x cukup tp kne ajar pj pulak)
3)guru biasiswa tm n petronas
4)s/u pep
5)ajk j/k buku teks coz aku guru kelas
6)pentaksir plbs coz ajar bi
7)pandu puteri
8)english society
9)netball- kan dh ckap td! cmk msuk silat olahraga so dummy gakla kan?
n ade lg yg lain tp x terbuat coz x larat hihi
mase meeting olahraga, name aku ade kat muka surat belakang so ade cikgu yg prihatin minta tambah ajk bahagian die so nk aku la tu padehal name aku kat statistik dah, macemane nk duk kat hakim penamat pade mase yg same???? bodoh n bengap n PENDENGKI!!! nk tau sape sape kepale ni? tunggu...............
Allah Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang, last gpk koko adjust balik so aku n cmk jd ajk stat n hiasan khemah, plus hakim utk acara awal i.e lompat jauh n rejam lembing for cmk.
Masuk febuari la ble citer bab sukan thunan ni n nor pn nk kwin time cuti thn bru cine tu aku n nana kne cri chalet la kalau nk g sane, alih2 nini kate xpyh coz bleh tido umah cmk. nk tumpang tido mcmane kalau ore x pelawe wei....pakserele la kirenye die ajak kami tido umah die, siap nana jd anak angkat x rasmi mak cmk, bru tau.aku??? mmg x rajin nk tmpang tido tu tp aku dgn nor xde masalah so aku suke nk menghadiri kenduri kesyukurannye tu.
Hjg bln 3 aku kne bwk bdk camping, time prakem kat tango, aku dpt tau thn lepas ckgu pandu yg ade ni antar budak naik bas kat ppd je, cikgu yg penah masuk utan seme dh pindah so aku boleh agak samada aku lg kne thn dpan or no more camping for gals guide. we'll see... mane aci kan, time mesyuarat, ckp mcm bgus tp habuk pun tarak!
Bln 6, kene ikut budak bahas g SAMSAH kat jitra, dh dkt dgn perlis tp aku x tau n aku pun x rapat dgn mak mijah so x rase pun nk pegi, nk pegi dgn ape?dielah kne dtg amik aku kan? so forget it. budak2 lak koya hebat so buat ikut kepale sendiri aku pun rilek je lah coz si sara tu mcm bleh tanggung akibat keputusan die sendiri, da only thing i did was asked for a jalan2 trip for da kids a day before we left for pekan, g pdg besar, bkn first time pun tp oklah drp x g mane2. Yg sorang lagak ex-officio seludup budak tp ble mkn catu siap ugut nk anta naik bas, bdk tu pulak lupe diri yg die dibawa untuk jd pelapis debate tp duk mengekor budak bahas, ntah boleh bdebat ke tidak ntahla labu. so aku balik umah lpas 2 ari nlik dr kedah, tande paper ppt dlu.
Hujung thn 2008, alhamdulillah rezeki aku dpt kursus induksi kat rompin. Kedengaran suara cikgu2 yg posting lbh awal dr aku x puas ati knape aku dpt dlu. padehal kalau aku konpem dlu pun , aku pencen pun dlu dr dieorg jgk coz aku ni sebaya dgn nana yg dh mengajar 10 thn tu. tp malas nk jwb blik coz bkan aku yg urus hal ini tp kerani kat opis. cmk lg best, dh siap isi brg tp simpan dlm fail. aku ingat lg time nk antar kat opis, aku tanye, "dh anta borang?". "dah."katanye. so pegi aku bkursus time musim ujan tu dan abis sehari sblum raye haji.
Memang betul boleh g kursus same2 seronok tp dlm situasi aku n cmk, better xyahla kot. by da way, kak T dh kawin n nana pindah masuk duk master bedroom. cmk pun dh rapat dgn kak nad.gud for her coz kak nad lame kat sek ni, kire dh bkepak la jugak.
Monday, November 1, 2010
Me and November
Da raining season is coming same goes to spm month..
again, gonna invigilating spm at da same school, shah pekan.
23 - 20 dec 2010.
da most hated thing bout invigilating exam there is the difficulty to find food!
Rain makes me hungry faster okiey dokiey?
Briefing on friday, 12 zulhijjah 1413H...
again, gonna invigilating spm at da same school, shah pekan.
23 - 20 dec 2010.
da most hated thing bout invigilating exam there is the difficulty to find food!
Rain makes me hungry faster okiey dokiey?
Briefing on friday, 12 zulhijjah 1413H...
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
New Virus in Me
Virus???sounds so dangerous and it is endangering not my purse but my account coz i've started using or manipulating the online stuff since invigilating spm last year. at first, it was so accomodating but it has become a virus for me!!!
what to do uols??? i chose to make use of it and now hard to stop huhu....first i used it and still using it to pay my bills so dat i wont have to wait or queue at the bank in town. then i started to purchase stuffs like baju kurung for werk but ended up for invigilating pmr but felt ashamed to wear them at school, gorgeous shawls and tdgs but not to be worn at werk again, novels dat i havent opened and dunno when i will read them! da list continues with a brown handbag which will arrive tis friday, a pair of preloved Carlo Rino black shoes next week n another green bju kurung for eid-adha. huh!
i dont think i am a shopaholic but i may be a big spender...hahahaha... am i? is it so stressful dat i become like tis???
Monday, August 30, 2010
Me and Ramadan
Tis is our third week of fasting month tis year and i hvnt leave any day but one day due to my head did not allow me to keep da air into my skull, heh! suddenly i got my head dizzy and it was so hot and cold and i could not stand on my feet. it was only 7 in da saturday morning and many hours to go. so i hv to feed myself so i can wake up and continue alive.
Tis is also my second year as a 'jail keeper'. last week, i had to send a gal to da hospital because she was bitten by a bee while she was sleeping after Asr. luckily she came before 7pm so i can rush before breaking fast time. if not, i will mad at her for nothing useful or meaningful. some gals act as if we, jailkeepers, are owing our life to them so we must obey to their orders to be sent anywhere they need to go, day and night. if not, someone without prima facie will sms-ing a family member and lodge a report.
Last weekend was a holiday for Nuzul al-Quran. i could not go home because mum was not there. she went to my late Mr.dad's hometown wif lil bro. need someone to take turns to entertain her needs. feel bored but relaxed. enjoyed every minute of my short holiday.cooked simple dishes like spicy sausage, pasta, and fried maggi. spent my nites marking form3 papers and exercises.
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Welcome back, my Wira
Finally i got back my dearest, missed Wira. 1 call from da werkshop in da peaceful Thursday morning telling me dat i can fetch him dat very afternoon. sadly i dont hv any transport to take there coz ely was going to kl dat afternoon. i forgot to ask nana earlier only to be told dat she was heading to malacca dat friday afternoon. i didnt think kay was available coz she already went to ktn yesterday afternoon.blur n lost...
Tried my luck asking for ana's contact number from fid. luckily she was available since she also didnt hv any plan after going to morning market at 8. suddenly i hd tis cold feet. i hvnt drive for a month! called the werkshop n the staff told me dat wira was sent to their store. so, i can come tis afternoon.
Left pkn at 2, ana is a punctual person, which i like most. she asked me to drive her myvi, sort of drive test coz i am thinking to get tis if i get transferred anywhere. drove slowly n carefully n arrived at 240. it was rm4k, everybody! what to do? it's my day.....
went back to pkn afterwards, about 80km/h...
Arrived at 330, asked fi to go to bazar after asr. msg ana to ask to join us n she said yes. but gan was already done wif cooking n wanna take a nap. okey dokiey, we left at 530. it was raining when we arrived but stopped right we left the place. but da ciken rice and soy bean were not nice n cannot be suggested to others. but nothing much options coz too many dishes for plain rice n i didnt wanna cook dat day.ate wif fid n left at 8.
Tried my luck asking for ana's contact number from fid. luckily she was available since she also didnt hv any plan after going to morning market at 8. suddenly i hd tis cold feet. i hvnt drive for a month! called the werkshop n the staff told me dat wira was sent to their store. so, i can come tis afternoon.
Left pkn at 2, ana is a punctual person, which i like most. she asked me to drive her myvi, sort of drive test coz i am thinking to get tis if i get transferred anywhere. drove slowly n carefully n arrived at 240. it was rm4k, everybody! what to do? it's my day.....
went back to pkn afterwards, about 80km/h...
Arrived at 330, asked fi to go to bazar after asr. msg ana to ask to join us n she said yes. but gan was already done wif cooking n wanna take a nap. okey dokiey, we left at 530. it was raining when we arrived but stopped right we left the place. but da ciken rice and soy bean were not nice n cannot be suggested to others. but nothing much options coz too many dishes for plain rice n i didnt wanna cook dat day.ate wif fid n left at 8.
Saturday, July 24, 2010
Me and Mrs.Mummy
Well..tis is da second weekend for me losing my Wira n it was so painful!! Like I really broke my leg huhu..to make it worse, everyone is going home including the kiddoes. so quiet, calm but lonely.
Called Mrs. Mummy last nite asking bout her weekend plan. told her dat cannot be home for a month until Merdeka coz lots of werk here. need not to worry her bout da car, rite? she has many other things to care bout like my sis' marriage. she told me dat sis will be home tomorrow. had anothet fight wif her hubby but how going home to mummy can solve da problem??? except money matters dat could be da agenda, Allah knows better.
Da good news could be, lil bro's plan to bring mummy to Sarawak next week. So mummy can have another sightseeing after Skudai trip. I told lil sis da real story bout my Wira n made her promised not to tell mummy. well, i need to tell someone, though.
Called Mrs. Mummy last nite asking bout her weekend plan. told her dat cannot be home for a month until Merdeka coz lots of werk here. need not to worry her bout da car, rite? she has many other things to care bout like my sis' marriage. she told me dat sis will be home tomorrow. had anothet fight wif her hubby but how going home to mummy can solve da problem??? except money matters dat could be da agenda, Allah knows better.
Da good news could be, lil bro's plan to bring mummy to Sarawak next week. So mummy can have another sightseeing after Skudai trip. I told lil sis da real story bout my Wira n made her promised not to tell mummy. well, i need to tell someone, though.
Sunday, July 11, 2010
Me and Mr.Persona
What a day! A tiring, unlucky day for me yesterday dear peepies...
Went to werk da nite before until 11.00pm then continued at 745am in da next morning..showed a pretty face until 135pm before rushing home to send my mum to her so-called fren in dungun at 335pm. she made me waited for 20 mins only to find out dat her fren's house in 1km away from our stop. rushed again to my home at 515pm and reached Permatang Badak junction at 727pm when mummy miscalled twice. You dont think i arrive early juz because i left you an hour earlier than usual, do you? i had another hour juz to reach our hometown, so i left for my home about da same time like usual.
I entered da KIPSAS junction as usual. Nothing weird. somewhere in Jln. Kuantan-Pekan, i had these goosebumps but i ignored them. I felt my car hit something after the traffic light at the junction to Tg. Lumpur. saw nothing so i continued my driving. Right after the small, narrow road at Ubai, a *&%$#@ motorcyclist suddenly decided he wanted to be in da middle of da road. I made a quick turn to da right juz to hit an idle dark purple persona when I wanted to be in da left lane again.It is a 2-lane road, not four. Of course I saw da driver hit his car break, I hit mine too but it was too late!
I had my front bumper dented, broken right lamp and signal, broken water tank and aircond tank and an uplifted front bonnet...what else do you want to do in order to add salt into da wound?
I stopped n rushed out to see da damages. he got his back bumper dented too and da clip taken out but no broken lamps whatsoever. He shouted something but I didnt hear them coz my car is worse. His wife listened to my explanation and she admitted dat she saw me avoiding da *&%$#@ motorcyclist. He said nothing. We exchanged our numbers. Da Kancil guy approached me to ask whether i agree to claim our insurance together so I said yes because I dont think my galfrens know how to deal with tis matter.
Called Ust. S but no answers, it's Maghrib prayers time. Called Elly. No answers too. She was having dinner wif others. then Ust. S returned my calls but he couldn't come coz he needed to give Kuliah Maghrib. He said he will ask another Ust. to come but dat plump guy called to ask whether he should come or not. If you want to come, you wont ask dat kind of question. it's juz another way of saying, "May I not come?". Point taken, Ust. K.A. Elly called and she asked my location but da only thing i was sure was dat was Ubai area. Near lamir bridge. She came wif Mas and Gan in Mas' car. never thought of it. Brought me to Kuantan Traffic Police station. In our way, Ust. K.A called me twice but I hate to answer. Elly answered his call n she told him da details politely, thanks Elly.
We met da other two cars in our way to kuantan. Followed da Persona dat escorted da Kancil. Kancil led us to da back gate..haha..Once we got into da compound, da Kancilers lodged their report first, i needed to wait for my car. the towing guy taught us what to say to the police, he even jotted down my roadtax number and da Persona plat number which i totally forgot. but he got da place of da eksiden wrong, it was KM 34 JLN KUANTAN-PEKAN, not km 17. Da Persona driver really composed a 350-words writing to elaborate his damages, i had Mr. Cop to do dat for me (plz refer to upper info). Gave up my IC and driving license, signed da statement n went outside. "Tunggu di luar dulu ye", he said. After a minute, another police came and asked, "Why didn't you go upstairs?". Rushed upstairs n found da other two drivers there. nobody wanted to be in da middle so there I sat. The one who drove da Kancil is his wifey from Chini, not da man who asked me to claim insurance together!
Mr. Investigator asked her first n she was told dat there were many mistakes in her report so he had to retype it for her. Didn't you read before you sign, Mrs. Kancil? He sounds strict and made his point as clear as possible so I am happy wif tis situation coz it sounded dat he knew dat I didnt mean to cause tis incident. She closed the door loudly after he asked her to leave twice. i got my summon RM300, to be paid before 18 August 2010. Mr. I chose to bring Mr. Persona,who was in his way to Johor from Kuantan, to da scene to do da sketch. Thank God.Alhamdulillah. He seems sensible and more calm, another gratitude to Mrs. Persona. Thing might get worse if she reacted da other way round.
Before I left da investigation room, Mr. Persona cynically said, "no more speeding .." And what else can I reply?...."I wont be driving for another 4 weeks"(I'm losing my car, remember?)
As, Mr. Towing, told me to bring these photostated documents:
1. IC
2.Driving license
3.Grant
4.Hire and purchase agreement
5.Insurance policy
The faster I can get these to him, the earlier repairing work can be started, it would be better for me too, rite?
Went back home and passed da scene without any signal of an accident had occured there 4hours ago. Elly fell asleep, she got tuition class tis afternoon, thanks to Mas for asking her out for early dinner. If not, I didnt what will happen. Arrived at 1152pm, still da lights were on so switched off da corridor lamps. Took my bath, my nescafe and tried to sleep. They were right, I couldnt sleep, maybe because I didnt really clear da air wif Mr. Persona. His mother looked more emotional than him n Mrs. Persona so I dont want to be the cause of another scene at da police station. Enough wif Elly and Gan who felt uneasy and unsatisfied wif da old auntie..
Mum called again tis morning, at 7am. I believed she got tis bad feeling because the accident occurred about half an hour after she miscalled me. I dont hv da heart to tell her dat i wont be home for a month. i dont hv my Wira to drive her anywhere for at least 4 weeks and dat is right about 30 days before Ramadhan. God, I feel like crying now...
Went to werk da nite before until 11.00pm then continued at 745am in da next morning..showed a pretty face until 135pm before rushing home to send my mum to her so-called fren in dungun at 335pm. she made me waited for 20 mins only to find out dat her fren's house in 1km away from our stop. rushed again to my home at 515pm and reached Permatang Badak junction at 727pm when mummy miscalled twice. You dont think i arrive early juz because i left you an hour earlier than usual, do you? i had another hour juz to reach our hometown, so i left for my home about da same time like usual.
I entered da KIPSAS junction as usual. Nothing weird. somewhere in Jln. Kuantan-Pekan, i had these goosebumps but i ignored them. I felt my car hit something after the traffic light at the junction to Tg. Lumpur. saw nothing so i continued my driving. Right after the small, narrow road at Ubai, a *&%$#@ motorcyclist suddenly decided he wanted to be in da middle of da road. I made a quick turn to da right juz to hit an idle dark purple persona when I wanted to be in da left lane again.It is a 2-lane road, not four. Of course I saw da driver hit his car break, I hit mine too but it was too late!
I had my front bumper dented, broken right lamp and signal, broken water tank and aircond tank and an uplifted front bonnet...what else do you want to do in order to add salt into da wound?
I stopped n rushed out to see da damages. he got his back bumper dented too and da clip taken out but no broken lamps whatsoever. He shouted something but I didnt hear them coz my car is worse. His wife listened to my explanation and she admitted dat she saw me avoiding da *&%$#@ motorcyclist. He said nothing. We exchanged our numbers. Da Kancil guy approached me to ask whether i agree to claim our insurance together so I said yes because I dont think my galfrens know how to deal with tis matter.
Called Ust. S but no answers, it's Maghrib prayers time. Called Elly. No answers too. She was having dinner wif others. then Ust. S returned my calls but he couldn't come coz he needed to give Kuliah Maghrib. He said he will ask another Ust. to come but dat plump guy called to ask whether he should come or not. If you want to come, you wont ask dat kind of question. it's juz another way of saying, "May I not come?". Point taken, Ust. K.A. Elly called and she asked my location but da only thing i was sure was dat was Ubai area. Near lamir bridge. She came wif Mas and Gan in Mas' car. never thought of it. Brought me to Kuantan Traffic Police station. In our way, Ust. K.A called me twice but I hate to answer. Elly answered his call n she told him da details politely, thanks Elly.
We met da other two cars in our way to kuantan. Followed da Persona dat escorted da Kancil. Kancil led us to da back gate..haha..Once we got into da compound, da Kancilers lodged their report first, i needed to wait for my car. the towing guy taught us what to say to the police, he even jotted down my roadtax number and da Persona plat number which i totally forgot. but he got da place of da eksiden wrong, it was KM 34 JLN KUANTAN-PEKAN, not km 17. Da Persona driver really composed a 350-words writing to elaborate his damages, i had Mr. Cop to do dat for me (plz refer to upper info). Gave up my IC and driving license, signed da statement n went outside. "Tunggu di luar dulu ye", he said. After a minute, another police came and asked, "Why didn't you go upstairs?". Rushed upstairs n found da other two drivers there. nobody wanted to be in da middle so there I sat. The one who drove da Kancil is his wifey from Chini, not da man who asked me to claim insurance together!
Mr. Investigator asked her first n she was told dat there were many mistakes in her report so he had to retype it for her. Didn't you read before you sign, Mrs. Kancil? He sounds strict and made his point as clear as possible so I am happy wif tis situation coz it sounded dat he knew dat I didnt mean to cause tis incident. She closed the door loudly after he asked her to leave twice. i got my summon RM300, to be paid before 18 August 2010. Mr. I chose to bring Mr. Persona,who was in his way to Johor from Kuantan, to da scene to do da sketch. Thank God.Alhamdulillah. He seems sensible and more calm, another gratitude to Mrs. Persona. Thing might get worse if she reacted da other way round.
Before I left da investigation room, Mr. Persona cynically said, "no more speeding .." And what else can I reply?...."I wont be driving for another 4 weeks"(I'm losing my car, remember?)
As, Mr. Towing, told me to bring these photostated documents:
1. IC
2.Driving license
3.Grant
4.Hire and purchase agreement
5.Insurance policy
The faster I can get these to him, the earlier repairing work can be started, it would be better for me too, rite?
Went back home and passed da scene without any signal of an accident had occured there 4hours ago. Elly fell asleep, she got tuition class tis afternoon, thanks to Mas for asking her out for early dinner. If not, I didnt what will happen. Arrived at 1152pm, still da lights were on so switched off da corridor lamps. Took my bath, my nescafe and tried to sleep. They were right, I couldnt sleep, maybe because I didnt really clear da air wif Mr. Persona. His mother looked more emotional than him n Mrs. Persona so I dont want to be the cause of another scene at da police station. Enough wif Elly and Gan who felt uneasy and unsatisfied wif da old auntie..
Mum called again tis morning, at 7am. I believed she got tis bad feeling because the accident occurred about half an hour after she miscalled me. I dont hv da heart to tell her dat i wont be home for a month. i dont hv my Wira to drive her anywhere for at least 4 weeks and dat is right about 30 days before Ramadhan. God, I feel like crying now...
Sunday, July 4, 2010
Akim-Inilah Cinta Official Music Video [HQ]
Why did i choose to upload tis video in my dearest blog?
I fell in luv wif tis song when i saw da vc in one weekend. relaxing yet fun to see a youngster tried to win over a girl of his dream in every possible way. most gals, including me, eventhough i'm not a gal anymore (a big girl haha) luv teddybears, chocs, flowers..roses esp. so he did it in da right way. for sure he will sweep her from her feet..
A group of aunties came to my house last weekend. another matchmakers, peepies. i dont n never welcome okay! they hv nothing more better things to do at work or home so tried to matchmaking me n a new transfered male teacher at their place. juz wanna please my mom so i said yes when mom asked my approval whether v should hv tis aunties coming over or not. asked for my pic but gave us their saliva for exchange!
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
A Family Trip
Sunday, 27th June 2010
Today, we left for Skudai to send the lil sis to her college. earlier than the rest coz freshies are asked to be committee for orientation week for 2010/2011 new session. it was 4 of us i.e me, mum, lil sis n azie. already asked to pack early but being lil sis herself, she only really started at 10pm. very late. so getting sleepy in da wee of the morning. me too, couldnt sleep well last nite.
545 am:woke up but had to wait for azie who got into the bathroom first
605 am:took my bath
620 am:prayed n got ready
700 am:heated up da engine n reloaded luggage
715am left for skudai
815 am:took breakfast at gambang
830 am:continued our journey 130 pm:had lunch at safiah restaurant, skudai
210 pm:checked in at goodhope
From 8th level
A pool dat offered good hope
Dawn in skudai
1030 am:left for home
1300 pm:lunch in mersing
(actually we lost our way to enter highway kl-kempas
so we had to go back through kota tinggi)
1435 pm:arrived in pekan
1635 pm:arrived in gambang highway, stopped for jama' prayers
1735 pm:bought ciken rice for dinner
1810 pm:at mum's house
1830 pm:left for pekan
2000 pm:home sweet home
Today, we left for Skudai to send the lil sis to her college. earlier than the rest coz freshies are asked to be committee for orientation week for 2010/2011 new session. it was 4 of us i.e me, mum, lil sis n azie. already asked to pack early but being lil sis herself, she only really started at 10pm. very late. so getting sleepy in da wee of the morning. me too, couldnt sleep well last nite.
545 am:woke up but had to wait for azie who got into the bathroom first
605 am:took my bath
620 am:prayed n got ready
700 am:heated up da engine n reloaded luggage
715am left for skudai
815 am:took breakfast at gambang
830 am:continued our journey 130 pm:had lunch at safiah restaurant, skudai
210 pm:checked in at goodhope
From 8th level 
A pool dat offered good hope
Dawn in skudai330 pm:left for jusco skudai for sightseeing
bought 2 novels, missed so many interesting ones(limited budget)
530 pm:had dinner at food court, jusco
600 pm:round utm (so dat v wont be lost tomorrow)
630 pm:went back to goodhope
830 pm:sleeping beauty....
Monday, 28th June 2010
600 am:woke up for subuh prayers
720 am:took morning bath
900 am:checked out
920 am: had breakfast at U park
940 am:left for KTHO
720 am:took morning bath
900 am:checked out
920 am: had breakfast at U park
940 am:left for KTHO
1300 pm:lunch in mersing
(actually we lost our way to enter highway kl-kempas
so we had to go back through kota tinggi)
1435 pm:arrived in pekan
1635 pm:arrived in gambang highway, stopped for jama' prayers
1735 pm:bought ciken rice for dinner
1810 pm:at mum's house
1830 pm:left for pekan
2000 pm:home sweet home
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Me and Werk..
I almost skipped werk tis morning. da headache started after isya' but refused to take paracetemol so it got worse till couldnt sleep n worst in da early till i had to lie down before left for werk. thumbprinted at 722am!!!! slumberly..another one more chance for tis month..
Got class at 730am, thank Gos, it's single period so can take breakfast after dat..those kiddos were good as usual so no prob..keyed-in marks for form two n finally i got papers for form three which i voluntereed to count da marks, forgot to return nikkie's class' papers..tomorrow nver die, rite?
Supposed to escort a group to cheruk paloh (AGAIN..HUHU) but i need to lie down, girls..so take care of urself ya..went back home rite after last class and had lunch at the canteen. vomited a few times after taking da paracetemols..got plans for the afternoon for myself. sleeping beauty from Zuhur until 230pm. missed da PBS meeting so no guilt till tomorrow.
Finally managed to take the cert at JAIP. bought groceries n went straight home n thumbout rite in front of senior assistant. i got 1 solid reason okay?
what is da point to thumbout at 210pm if still need to come back at 4pm to shut down those computers?
I rest my case.
Got class at 730am, thank Gos, it's single period so can take breakfast after dat..those kiddos were good as usual so no prob..keyed-in marks for form two n finally i got papers for form three which i voluntereed to count da marks, forgot to return nikkie's class' papers..tomorrow nver die, rite?
Supposed to escort a group to cheruk paloh (AGAIN..HUHU) but i need to lie down, girls..so take care of urself ya..went back home rite after last class and had lunch at the canteen. vomited a few times after taking da paracetemols..got plans for the afternoon for myself. sleeping beauty from Zuhur until 230pm. missed da PBS meeting so no guilt till tomorrow.
Finally managed to take the cert at JAIP. bought groceries n went straight home n thumbout rite in front of senior assistant. i got 1 solid reason okay?
what is da point to thumbout at 210pm if still need to come back at 4pm to shut down those computers?
I rest my case.
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
A trip to Cheruk Paloh
Today, i was asked to escort my clients to a smal village named CHERUK PALOH, about 5 mins from my home. the notice was left on my table in da morning but no representative from group came to see me to confirm anything or watever dat could be confirmed. FINE. so i told my partner dat she didnt hv to join us n she was relieved to hear dat coz she needs to bring her newborn son for vaccinasion. good for the boy. as the so-called director mentioned in da meeting yesterday, tis is the continuity for previous HTA in 2009, nothing new. sounds good.
HEM said da van will wait for us at 3pm so plz dont make da driver waits for you. i was stnding in front there from 250pm n i saw he was waiting patiently but none of the group members showed up. i was also told dat they already went there ysterday so it shouldnt be any prob, rite? suprisingly, when i asked, "you girls already been there yesterday?" the leader smiled shyly n said, "no miss." "da uncle didnt say anything so v didnt get into da van". WHAT!!!! da uncle is not your personal driver! why did u hv to wait for him to open da door for you? it happened dat the driver in-charge was kinda shy2 cat n quiet so he waited silently in da vehicle. he didnt know which people wil go to cheruk paloh! dat's why he didnt say anything, he will feel ashamed if he asks da wrong people but u know he is da driver so why cant you ask him in da first place?? s*&^%p i@#$%t bunch of spoilt brats...
So we finally left for cheruk paloh at 320pm after che mi poured his unsatisfaction to my face! thanks girls!
me: (curious)where r da participants?
leader: (smiling)they r not coming, we r da ones learning so we can demonstrate later on sunday n then they will compete to win da competition.
At Women Activity Centre Cheruk Paloh,
Manager: only four of you today?
Me: yes, dats all for today (cover line)
Manager: we were told dat da participants for mat weaving competition will be here. so they r here rite? we are asked to prepare 4 colors for 4 sports houses, am i rite?
Me: dat's true. (looked at the mute girls who returned blank faces)
Manager: Let's get started then.
I watched the girls learnt obediently untill 520pm, we stopped n we had tea, on the manager, of course. she frequently mentioned their interests to come on sunday but no transports. if HEM invited them, perhapd he should think of it too. Me, myself wont be there either. Left for home at 535pm.
Leader: miss, what should we do now?
Me: it's late already, you r da participants now hehe.
Leader: but we r not representing different sports houses...
Me: what to do?
Moral of the story= even though you didnt choose to be incharge for the task, it doesnt mean u
1. simply get yourself to the event without 'doing any homework'
2. take orders blindly
3. dont hv to ask da seniors coz they hv experience
4. THINK!!!!
HEM said da van will wait for us at 3pm so plz dont make da driver waits for you. i was stnding in front there from 250pm n i saw he was waiting patiently but none of the group members showed up. i was also told dat they already went there ysterday so it shouldnt be any prob, rite? suprisingly, when i asked, "you girls already been there yesterday?" the leader smiled shyly n said, "no miss." "da uncle didnt say anything so v didnt get into da van". WHAT!!!! da uncle is not your personal driver! why did u hv to wait for him to open da door for you? it happened dat the driver in-charge was kinda shy2 cat n quiet so he waited silently in da vehicle. he didnt know which people wil go to cheruk paloh! dat's why he didnt say anything, he will feel ashamed if he asks da wrong people but u know he is da driver so why cant you ask him in da first place?? s*&^%p i@#$%t bunch of spoilt brats...
So we finally left for cheruk paloh at 320pm after che mi poured his unsatisfaction to my face! thanks girls!
me: (curious)where r da participants?
leader: (smiling)they r not coming, we r da ones learning so we can demonstrate later on sunday n then they will compete to win da competition.
At Women Activity Centre Cheruk Paloh,
Manager: only four of you today?
Me: yes, dats all for today (cover line)
Manager: we were told dat da participants for mat weaving competition will be here. so they r here rite? we are asked to prepare 4 colors for 4 sports houses, am i rite?
Me: dat's true. (looked at the mute girls who returned blank faces)
Manager: Let's get started then.
I watched the girls learnt obediently untill 520pm, we stopped n we had tea, on the manager, of course. she frequently mentioned their interests to come on sunday but no transports. if HEM invited them, perhapd he should think of it too. Me, myself wont be there either. Left for home at 535pm.
Leader: miss, what should we do now?
Me: it's late already, you r da participants now hehe.
Leader: but we r not representing different sports houses...
Me: what to do?
Moral of the story= even though you didnt choose to be incharge for the task, it doesnt mean u
1. simply get yourself to the event without 'doing any homework'
2. take orders blindly
3. dont hv to ask da seniors coz they hv experience
4. THINK!!!!
Rossa - Hati Yang Kau Sakiti - Lyrics On Screen - High Quality
Actually it's juz a coincident dat i thought of tis song n i must admit dat i luv to listen to it over n over again. why? it reminds me of my solo status n the reason to stay da same. it's hard for me to fall to any man so when he broke my heart, it takes a long time to heal well so dat i can say yes to another male species. what made me fall for him before? he showered me wif love and made me felt loved so i loved him in return. so when i was left heart broken, i felt unsecured and uncertain to start a new one. I think i'm ready to change but it turns out dat it's hard to find a good person to be loved and love me even more. Life is hard and being solo makes it harder because i hv no one to share my day or my nite.
Instead of crushing into any guy, i believe a good woman is for a good man, rite? so dont worry, be happy! he 'll be there for me when da time has come and Allah has created him for me since i was created from his limbs. I'll complete him when da time comes. find me coz i've waiting for you for so long!
Language month is back!!!
This is another must programme every year here. Normally it is held in April but we're late n it is postponed till June. Why? Dunno why...started late maybe..Getting started with spelling bee and Malay poem (pantun), followed by Malay debate n public speaking tomorrow.. i'm not sure whether i need to be judge tomorrow but i hope i dont hv to be adjudicator for Wed event..Looking at da list of participants makes me feel like dizzy coz i tend to hv some perception on these people..do you guys really want to participate because of interests or for da sake of certificate????
Anothr thing is this wikend i need to go somewhere so cannot make it to waste my tyme here...sorry guys..hope my day off will be approved tomorrow..ameen.
Anothr thing is this wikend i need to go somewhere so cannot make it to waste my tyme here...sorry guys..hope my day off will be approved tomorrow..ameen.
Monday, June 14, 2010
Me n My Hometown
This is the last blog before i finally leave for my hometown. Actually i promised mum dat i'll be home by yesterday but i felt like staying one more day here in my bachelor home. yes, it's a home no matter how terrible it is n me counting days to get myself elsewhere but here. While i was playing games in my lappy, my phone rang. This is the conversation (translated version):
Mum: r u otw already? need to go the market, i'm cooking ciken rice today for brunch.
Me: i'm not taken my morning shower yet, btw brother in law is still at home rite?
Mum: everybody is still in bed after watching fifa until 4am this morning..
Me: so bibik is preparing brunch? hehehe..i'll be there by late noon before nite okay
Mum: bring some sugar home, will you?
Me: okay, i got 2kilos for you, mum.
Mum hung up without saying goodbye as usual so i felt fine becoz if she suddenly say salam or gudbye, i might feel weird..haha..strange ryte...i'm not the eldest yet neither youngest..middle one n yet mum still needs me to bring her to the wet market to prepare food for her other child plus son-in-law..why is he still there in my hometown? doesn't he need to work? today is monday or is he taking leisure leave again for the whole week untill schol holiday is over? his choice so up to him..but if you're staying at mum in-law's place n simply pulling the chairs in the afternoon for brunch (pretending you're saving budget coz no need to take breakfast), i dont know how thick your facial skin is, bro?
frankly, i feel reluctant going home this time because i have no fun plus no peace n situation is definitely different compared to last week before the exam. the dining table is always occupied with leftovers n ants or sometimes mr.lizzie..until 2-3pm..(recalling the exact day when i left for the exam)...*sigh
Mum: r u otw already? need to go the market, i'm cooking ciken rice today for brunch.
Me: i'm not taken my morning shower yet, btw brother in law is still at home rite?
Mum: everybody is still in bed after watching fifa until 4am this morning..
Me: so bibik is preparing brunch? hehehe..i'll be there by late noon before nite okay
Mum: bring some sugar home, will you?
Me: okay, i got 2kilos for you, mum.
Mum hung up without saying goodbye as usual so i felt fine becoz if she suddenly say salam or gudbye, i might feel weird..haha..strange ryte...i'm not the eldest yet neither youngest..middle one n yet mum still needs me to bring her to the wet market to prepare food for her other child plus son-in-law..why is he still there in my hometown? doesn't he need to work? today is monday or is he taking leisure leave again for the whole week untill schol holiday is over? his choice so up to him..but if you're staying at mum in-law's place n simply pulling the chairs in the afternoon for brunch (pretending you're saving budget coz no need to take breakfast), i dont know how thick your facial skin is, bro?
frankly, i feel reluctant going home this time because i have no fun plus no peace n situation is definitely different compared to last week before the exam. the dining table is always occupied with leftovers n ants or sometimes mr.lizzie..until 2-3pm..(recalling the exact day when i left for the exam)...*sigh
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Because of Money
Money is so powerful in human life, it can change love into hatred n frens into enemies in a blink of eyes . juz like dat. people lose consideration, humanity, rationality n family! some will do anything to get everything so they will lose nothing eventhough dat means they will hurt others in the process.
If you perceive wills as an opporturnity then dat is what it will be. But if you look at it as responsibility, you will never think of using it as sources to solve your debts or something financially related stuff. Money is so seductive till people forget where it comes from when they have it in their hands n control.
However i still believe that justice is still alive n Allah is the Greatest n the Most Merciful will keep justice in place when the time comes. He pays everything in cash nowadays so no worries though.
Have faith.
If you perceive wills as an opporturnity then dat is what it will be. But if you look at it as responsibility, you will never think of using it as sources to solve your debts or something financially related stuff. Money is so seductive till people forget where it comes from when they have it in their hands n control.
However i still believe that justice is still alive n Allah is the Greatest n the Most Merciful will keep justice in place when the time comes. He pays everything in cash nowadays so no worries though.
Have faith.
Thursday, June 10, 2010
What a day!
Again, i'm here in south on my own..which part of south? let it stay a secret ok...
Finally the exam is done n i think i did it well..haha..last minute study, something that i always tell my dear clients not to do it but i,myself, did it since i didn't have time to revise at home. what a terrible excuse,ryte???? but really, seriously...with someone who will find any possible reason to make u drive everyday for at least an hour a day, getting back home in tiredness n hunger, u will never feel like opening a book! as for da tyme being, i'm glad da exam is over n i'm not home yet..haha..what a thought!
why didn't i bring companies with me? simply because i wanna be calm n ease my mind for a while...do i really need this? yes, please. i love this kind of vacation since i started doing it early this year n i find it fun n calming. why do i need this? i need a break from headache that is waiting for me back there in the east where everybody is freeing their hands from tasks n just ringing the phone asking for news without really facing the real things, the hardest part, of course.
Besides, i got work to do n possible to be done back there..someone already plans many things as if i hv nothing to do except fulfilling their plans. so need be somewhere else so i can finish my job, i'm working, remember? i promise i will be there as i said before i left.
So now...need to get back to work...ciao!
Finally the exam is done n i think i did it well..haha..last minute study, something that i always tell my dear clients not to do it but i,myself, did it since i didn't have time to revise at home. what a terrible excuse,ryte???? but really, seriously...with someone who will find any possible reason to make u drive everyday for at least an hour a day, getting back home in tiredness n hunger, u will never feel like opening a book! as for da tyme being, i'm glad da exam is over n i'm not home yet..haha..what a thought!
why didn't i bring companies with me? simply because i wanna be calm n ease my mind for a while...do i really need this? yes, please. i love this kind of vacation since i started doing it early this year n i find it fun n calming. why do i need this? i need a break from headache that is waiting for me back there in the east where everybody is freeing their hands from tasks n just ringing the phone asking for news without really facing the real things, the hardest part, of course.
Besides, i got work to do n possible to be done back there..someone already plans many things as if i hv nothing to do except fulfilling their plans. so need be somewhere else so i can finish my job, i'm working, remember? i promise i will be there as i said before i left.
So now...need to get back to work...ciao!
Friday, June 4, 2010
Kebahagiaan dalam Perpisahan
Tak perlu ucapkan sepatah kata
Kerna lantang terbaca dari muka
Kau dan daku sudah tiada
Keserasian di jiwa
Mungkin magisnya sudah hilang
Tak perlulah kita mencuba lagi
Betulkan kesilapan perhubungan ini
Bila setiap perbincangan
Menjadi perbalahan
Manakah agaknya cinta kasih
Chorus
Embun pun takkan mampu menyubur sekuntum
Bunga yang layu pada musim luruh
Yang dulunya mekar di sinar suria
Bila sudah kering pasti akan gugur
Seperti cinta kita yang jelas ternyata
Semakin lama oh semakin rekah
Menimbulkan tanya apa mungkin kita
Temu kebahagiaan dalam perpisahan
Usah titis air mata kau tangiskan
Ku dah cukup menampung selautan
Begitu lama ku pendam
Tapi hanya berdiam
Kerna cuba menafi realiti
Ulang Chorus
Seperti cinta kita yang jelas ternyata
Semakin lama oh semakin rekah
Menimbulkan tanya apa mungkin kita
Temu kebahagiaan dalam perpisahan
Kebahagiaan dalam perpisahan
Kerna lantang terbaca dari muka
Kau dan daku sudah tiada
Keserasian di jiwa
Mungkin magisnya sudah hilang
Tak perlulah kita mencuba lagi
Betulkan kesilapan perhubungan ini
Bila setiap perbincangan
Menjadi perbalahan
Manakah agaknya cinta kasih
Chorus
Embun pun takkan mampu menyubur sekuntum
Bunga yang layu pada musim luruh
Yang dulunya mekar di sinar suria
Bila sudah kering pasti akan gugur
Seperti cinta kita yang jelas ternyata
Semakin lama oh semakin rekah
Menimbulkan tanya apa mungkin kita
Temu kebahagiaan dalam perpisahan
Usah titis air mata kau tangiskan
Ku dah cukup menampung selautan
Begitu lama ku pendam
Tapi hanya berdiam
Kerna cuba menafi realiti
Ulang Chorus
Seperti cinta kita yang jelas ternyata
Semakin lama oh semakin rekah
Menimbulkan tanya apa mungkin kita
Temu kebahagiaan dalam perpisahan
Kebahagiaan dalam perpisahan
Entri kali ni saya nk guna bahasa ibunda pulak sebab nak buat kelainan. Tahukah anda, sidang pembaca, ape signifikannye tajuk blog ini bersamaan dengan lagu juara program realiti terbaru ni??? Rasenye ade sikit kaitan tajuk entri terdahulu jugak. Maksudnye bile kite terpisah@berpisah@memisahkan diri daripada kwan@kenalan kite, ade kemungkinan insan tersebut akan lebih telus atau terbuke bile memperkatekan ape yg ade dlm fikirannye. Mungkin sebelum itu, die agak mengawal kata2nye (utk sebab2 yg tak pasti, mengapa nk kontrol ayu@macho dpan saye??) Bile kite menjarakkan diri, die akan pk die x perlu buat begitu lagi. jadi kite akan lebih mengenali die dgn lebih baik walaupun dari jarak jauh. Agak menyedihkan jugaklah lebih2 lagi bile xde sebab khusus untuk memisahkan diri dari org yg kite gelar kawan, kan? tapi setiap yg berlaku ade hikmahnye...
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
am i lucky? am i not grateful enough?
Good day everyone...
V had a spring cleaning program tday, yes again after bout 2 weeks n perhaps there will b another one next month huhu...so sad, coz it's not fun and the big boss wasnt around to share the heat wif us..the plan is good of cos, do you dare to say otherwise????
Yesterday i got a chance to attend a workshop. it was useful n i am happy dat i was selected to go. there, i met a new person. she is from the north. her clients are from age 13 till 17, so most people know her. she looks tired, n seems nobody wants to listen to her at work so she tend to pour everything on me but the same thing happened to me when i was in my first year. i accompanied my clients almost everywhere from in town into the jungle..hahaha..for the sake of experience, they said. But i knew my limit. Dear, u need to know clearly where n when to put a comma or a full stop.
Monday, May 31, 2010
For a Dead Kitten
(Sara H. Hay)
(Sara H. Hay)
Put the rubber mouse away,
Pick the spools up from the floor -
What was velvet-shod and gay
Will not need them any more.
What was soft and warm, is cold -
Whence dissolved the little breath?
How could this small body hold
So immense a thing as death?
Actually i knew it yesterday but it may happen the days before. a cat has died. i dont know how but it happened and it seems to me that it happened quietly and nobody notice. so sad n poor mommy cat..(it's really a mommy or daddy cat????) it used to sleep or taking its catnap at the corridor of my little house and now? no more cat loafing around..huhuu...
feel sorry yet scared plus not brave enough to bury the poor creature. what bout us? do we want or wish to be like that when our time has come? of course, not!
without family n frens! we are lonely in the big, wide world...huhuuu
can anyone imagine???
Final Week in May
Hi there! finally i got time n space to blog again..
Do you know what is the significance of the title that i chose for this entry?
It's very meaningful for my dear stdents coz they are finishing their mid year exam this very week n for me, i'm looking forward to mark the papers as best as i could, dear students..plus everybody repeat EVERYBODY is planning ahead for the coming mid year holiday NEXT WEEK!! but as usual we cant be overhappy coz most of us are sitting for the exam on thursday, the 10th..pray for my success, will you? Let us pray for our excellence in our exams respectively.
Am i afraid for sitting for exams? i am! plus i only have 1 more chance to improve if i mess up with this one..n it has been a while for me to prepare for exams! what to do to excel????? easy to say when i motivate the students but to do the same to myself..i'm also human, if someone forget the fact.
This week looks like gonna be hectic,stressful, and chaotic since everybody on the top wants to have their in managing the program@activities..some 1 wants 'gotong-royong plus p&p' while someone wants 'gotong-royong+extraclass'..n the other wants all three activities in a day!!maybe students will be involved in 1 or 2 but us??? pretty sure the most hated activity will be like coughing at the stairs..hehehe ...
Do you know what is the significance of the title that i chose for this entry?
It's very meaningful for my dear stdents coz they are finishing their mid year exam this very week n for me, i'm looking forward to mark the papers as best as i could, dear students..plus everybody repeat EVERYBODY is planning ahead for the coming mid year holiday NEXT WEEK!! but as usual we cant be overhappy coz most of us are sitting for the exam on thursday, the 10th..pray for my success, will you? Let us pray for our excellence in our exams respectively.
Am i afraid for sitting for exams? i am! plus i only have 1 more chance to improve if i mess up with this one..n it has been a while for me to prepare for exams! what to do to excel????? easy to say when i motivate the students but to do the same to myself..i'm also human, if someone forget the fact.
This week looks like gonna be hectic,stressful, and chaotic since everybody on the top wants to have their in managing the program@activities..some 1 wants 'gotong-royong plus p&p' while someone wants 'gotong-royong+extraclass'..n the other wants all three activities in a day!!maybe students will be involved in 1 or 2 but us??? pretty sure the most hated activity will be like coughing at the stairs..hehehe ...
Friday, May 28, 2010
another reflection...
Hello everybody...
Finally da day has come n some of them went home happily n some still dreaming to be on board. i as usual will be on my way tomorrow or the day after tomorrow..hehe..no rush since no need..have to study a bit for next thursday, a week from today. another exam after 3 years n it doesnt sound exciting okiey dokiey....
Finally da day has come n some of them went home happily n some still dreaming to be on board. i as usual will be on my way tomorrow or the day after tomorrow..hehe..no rush since no need..have to study a bit for next thursday, a week from today. another exam after 3 years n it doesnt sound exciting okiey dokiey....
another reflection...
it has been a while for me not being here, ryte?
lazy? busy? choosy? hehehe... so many reasons plus excuses n distractions, though. let me share a story of my so-called fren, a competative one. always hv a goal to be achieved till forget dat life is so short to be wasted wif unnecessary aims. if sumone is settling down n u r not, why must u make dat person's life suffer n difficult? what do u get in return? unless dat person is taking away da meaning of ur life then it's another story but if not? u r welcoming humiliation, anger and hatred, i guess.so ladies n gentlemen, family n frens...be happy wif what we have n think positive! we r special in our own way!
lazy? busy? choosy? hehehe... so many reasons plus excuses n distractions, though. let me share a story of my so-called fren, a competative one. always hv a goal to be achieved till forget dat life is so short to be wasted wif unnecessary aims. if sumone is settling down n u r not, why must u make dat person's life suffer n difficult? what do u get in return? unless dat person is taking away da meaning of ur life then it's another story but if not? u r welcoming humiliation, anger and hatred, i guess.so ladies n gentlemen, family n frens...be happy wif what we have n think positive! we r special in our own way!
Monday, May 3, 2010
am i regretting it???
Well...it was my mistake though but hard to admit so dont know how to fix the situation that is ruined now...what to do????that person is quite revengeful so that person might not accept any excuse as it was 'accidently happened'..ignorance is bliss..what is done is done..qui sera sera what will will be...erm..(to be continued)
Today is 1st of June, tuesday.
I think it's useless plus shameful since it's quite clear that person had forgetting me forever because that person is fully occupied with his/her new life in new place. some times i did funny things by visiting his/her blog or facebook but i feel like stupid coz that person seems did not realize that we r no longer friends. he/she is very busy making frens and live in the time without reflecting the past. that person sounded angry when a relative took his/her kindness for granted but he/she is just the same..
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
My First School
When i first came here, i was congratulated by HEM as i was chosen to be part of the staffs, but at that time, there were 7 other teachers already packing their bags moving away n what could that means???? if lucky is the real word, why did they choose to move? so irony! to make it more unpleasant, one of the recent BI teachers welcame me with a sentence, "we have work waiting for you." so cute and warm (read cynically...)
My first impression? physically, this school is ok coz no collapsed buildings around but the soul is not really here coz the seniors are counting their shares in giving me burden of workload. everbody wants to have their parts. if you love the job, do it excellently. if not, still do it but do it clumsily though..do not regret, mumbling over deaf ears or worse come to other people's seat and make them listen to your sermon of the day (especially if you dont hv time to lend your ears to them)...how bout dat?
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