A Family Trip

Sunday, 27th June 2010


Today, we left for Skudai to send the lil sis to her college. earlier than the rest coz freshies are asked to be committee for orientation week for 2010/2011 new session. it was 4 of us i.e me, mum, lil sis n azie. already asked to pack early but being lil sis herself, she only really started at 10pm. very late. so getting sleepy in da wee of the morning. me too, couldnt sleep well last nite.

545 am:woke up but had to wait for azie who got into the bathroom first
605 am:took my bath
620 am:prayed n got ready
700 am:heated up da engine n reloaded luggage
715am left for skudai
815 am:took breakfast at gambang
830 am:continued our journey 130 pm:had lunch at safiah restaurant, skudai
210 pm:checked in at goodhope

From 8th level

A pool dat offered good hopeDawn in skudai

330 pm:left for jusco skudai for sightseeing

bought 2 novels, missed so many interesting ones(limited budget)

530 pm:had dinner at food court, jusco

600 pm:round utm (so dat v wont be lost tomorrow)

630 pm:went back to goodhope

830 pm:sleeping beauty....

Monday, 28th June 2010

600 am:woke up for subuh prayers
720 am:took morning bath
900 am:checked out
920 am: had breakfast at U park
940 am:left for KTHO

1030 am:left for home
1300 pm:lunch in mersing
(actually we lost our way to enter highway kl-kempas
so we had to go back through kota tinggi)
1435 pm:arrived in pekan
1635 pm:arrived in gambang highway, stopped for jama' prayers
1735 pm:bought ciken rice for dinner
1810 pm:at mum's house
1830 pm:left for pekan
2000 pm:home sweet home

Me and Werk..

I almost skipped werk tis morning. da headache started after isya' but refused to take paracetemol so it got worse till couldnt sleep n worst in da early till i had to lie down before left for werk. thumbprinted at 722am!!!! slumberly..another one more chance for tis month..

Got class at 730am, thank Gos, it's single period so can take breakfast after dat..those kiddos were good as usual so no prob..keyed-in marks for form two n finally i got papers for form three which i voluntereed to count da marks, forgot to return nikkie's class' papers..tomorrow nver die, rite?

Supposed to escort a group to cheruk paloh (AGAIN..HUHU) but i need to lie down, girls..so take care of urself ya..went back home rite after last class and had lunch at the canteen. vomited a few times after taking da paracetemols..got plans for the afternoon for myself. sleeping beauty from Zuhur until 230pm. missed da PBS meeting so no guilt till tomorrow.

Finally managed to take the cert at JAIP. bought groceries n went straight home n thumbout rite in front of senior assistant. i got 1 solid reason okay?
what is da point to thumbout at 210pm if still need to come back at 4pm to shut down those computers?

I rest my case.

A trip to Cheruk Paloh

Today, i was asked to escort my clients to a smal village named CHERUK PALOH, about 5 mins from my home. the notice was left on my table in da morning but no representative from group came to see me to confirm anything or watever dat could be confirmed. FINE. so i told my partner dat she didnt hv to join us n she was relieved to hear dat coz she needs to bring her newborn son for vaccinasion. good for the boy. as the so-called director mentioned in da meeting yesterday, tis is the continuity for previous HTA in 2009, nothing new. sounds good.

HEM said da van will wait for us at 3pm so plz dont make da driver waits for you. i was stnding in front there from 250pm n i saw he was waiting patiently but none of the group members showed up. i was also told dat they already went there ysterday so it shouldnt be any prob, rite? suprisingly, when i asked, "you girls already been there yesterday?" the leader smiled shyly n said, "no miss." "da uncle didnt say anything so v didnt get into da van". WHAT!!!! da uncle is not your personal driver! why did u hv to wait for him to open da door for you? it happened dat the driver in-charge was kinda shy2 cat n quiet so he waited silently in da vehicle. he didnt know which people wil go to cheruk paloh! dat's why he didnt say anything, he will feel ashamed if he asks da wrong people but u know he is da driver so why cant you ask him in da first place?? s*&^%p i@#$%t bunch of spoilt brats...

So we finally left for cheruk paloh at 320pm after che mi poured his unsatisfaction to my face! thanks girls!
me: (curious)where r da participants?
leader: (smiling)they r not coming, we r da ones learning so we can demonstrate later on sunday n then they will compete to win da competition.

At Women Activity Centre Cheruk Paloh,
Manager: only four of you today?
Me: yes, dats all for today (cover line)
Manager: we were told dat da participants for mat weaving competition will be here. so they r here rite? we are asked to prepare 4 colors for 4 sports houses, am i rite?
Me: dat's true. (looked at the mute girls who returned blank faces)
Manager: Let's get started then.

I watched the girls learnt obediently untill 520pm, we stopped n we had tea, on the manager, of course. she frequently mentioned their interests to come on sunday but no transports. if HEM invited them, perhapd he should think of it too. Me, myself wont be there either. Left for home at 535pm.

Leader: miss, what should we do now?
Me: it's late already, you r da participants now hehe.
Leader: but we r not representing different sports houses...
Me: what to do?

Moral of the story= even though you didnt choose to be incharge for the task, it doesnt mean u
1. simply get yourself to the event without 'doing any homework'
2. take orders blindly
3. dont hv to ask da seniors coz they hv experience
4. THINK!!!!

Rossa - Hati Yang Kau Sakiti - Lyrics On Screen - High Quality

Actually it's juz a coincident dat i thought of tis song n i must admit dat i luv to listen to it over n over again. why? it reminds me of my solo status n the reason to stay da same. it's hard for me to fall to any man so when he broke my heart, it takes a long time to heal well so dat i can say yes to another male species. what made me fall for him before? he showered me wif love and made me felt loved so i loved him in return. so when i was left heart broken, i felt unsecured and uncertain to start a new one. I think i'm ready to change but it turns out dat it's hard to find a good person to be loved and love me even more. Life is hard and being solo makes it harder because i hv no one to share my day or my nite.

Instead of crushing into any guy, i believe a good woman is for a good man, rite? so dont worry, be happy! he 'll be there for me when da time has come and Allah has created him for me since i was created from his limbs. I'll complete him when da time comes. find me coz i've waiting for you for so long!

Language month is back!!!

This is another must programme every year here. Normally it is held in April but we're late n it is postponed till June. Why? Dunno why...started late maybe..Getting started with spelling bee and Malay poem (pantun), followed by Malay debate n public speaking tomorrow.. i'm not sure whether i need to be judge tomorrow but i hope i dont hv to be adjudicator for Wed event..Looking at da list of participants makes me feel like dizzy coz i tend to hv some perception on these people..do you guys really want to participate because of interests or for da sake of certificate????

Anothr thing is this wikend i need to go somewhere so cannot make it to waste my tyme here...sorry guys..hope my day off will be approved tomorrow..ameen.

Me n My Hometown

This is the last blog before i finally leave for my hometown. Actually i promised mum dat i'll be home by yesterday but i felt like staying one more day here in my bachelor home. yes, it's a home no matter how terrible it is n me counting days to get myself elsewhere but here. While i was playing games in my lappy, my phone rang. This is the conversation (translated version):

Mum: r u otw already? need to go the market, i'm cooking ciken rice today for brunch.
Me: i'm not taken my morning shower yet, btw brother in law is still at home rite?
Mum: everybody is still in bed after watching fifa until 4am this morning..
Me: so bibik is preparing brunch? hehehe..i'll be there by late noon before nite okay
Mum: bring some sugar home, will you?
Me: okay, i got 2kilos for you, mum.

Mum hung up without saying goodbye as usual so i felt fine becoz if she suddenly say salam or gudbye, i might feel weird..haha..strange ryte...i'm not the eldest yet neither youngest..middle one n yet mum still needs me to bring her to the wet market to prepare food for her other child plus son-in-law..why is he still there in my hometown? doesn't he need to work? today is monday or is he taking leisure leave again for the whole week untill schol holiday is over? his choice so up to him..but if you're staying at mum in-law's place n simply pulling the chairs in the afternoon for brunch (pretending you're saving budget coz no need to take breakfast), i dont know how thick your facial skin is, bro?

frankly, i feel reluctant going home this time because i have no fun plus no peace n situation is definitely different compared to last week before the exam. the dining table is always occupied with leftovers n ants or sometimes mr.lizzie..until 2-3pm..(recalling the exact day when i left for the exam)...*sigh

Because of Money

Money is so powerful in human life, it can change love into hatred n frens into enemies in a blink of eyes . juz like dat. people lose consideration, humanity, rationality n family! some will do anything to get everything so they will lose nothing eventhough dat means they will hurt others in the process.

If you perceive wills as an opporturnity then dat is what it will be. But if you look at it as responsibility, you will never think of using it as sources to solve your debts or something financially related stuff. Money is so seductive till people forget where it comes from when they have it in their hands n control.

However i still believe that justice is still alive n Allah is the Greatest n the Most Merciful will keep justice in place when the time comes. He pays everything in cash nowadays so no worries though.

Have faith.

What a day!

Again, i'm here in south on my own..which part of south? let it stay a secret ok...

Finally the exam is done n i think i did it well..haha..last minute study, something that i always tell my dear clients not to do it but i,myself, did it since i didn't have time to revise at home. what a terrible excuse,ryte???? but really, seriously...with someone who will find any possible reason to make u drive everyday for at least an hour a day, getting back home in tiredness n hunger, u will never feel like opening a book! as for da tyme being, i'm glad da exam is over n i'm not home yet..haha..what a thought!

why didn't i bring companies with me? simply because i wanna be calm n ease my mind for a while...do i really need this? yes, please. i love this kind of vacation since i started doing it early this year n i find it fun n calming. why do i need this? i need a break from headache that is waiting for me back there in the east where everybody is freeing their hands from tasks n just ringing the phone asking for news without really facing the real things, the hardest part, of course.

Besides, i got work to do n possible to be done back there..someone already plans many things as if i hv nothing to do except fulfilling their plans. so need be somewhere else so i can finish my job, i'm working, remember? i promise i will be there as i said before i left.

So now...need to get back to work...ciao!

Kebahagiaan dalam Perpisahan

Tak perlu ucapkan sepatah kata
Kerna lantang terbaca dari muka
Kau dan daku sudah tiada
Keserasian di jiwa
Mungkin magisnya sudah hilang
Tak perlulah kita mencuba lagi
Betulkan kesilapan perhubungan ini
Bila setiap perbincangan
Menjadi perbalahan
Manakah agaknya cinta kasih

Chorus
Embun pun takkan mampu menyubur sekuntum
Bunga yang layu pada musim luruh
Yang dulunya mekar di sinar suria
Bila sudah kering pasti akan gugur
Seperti cinta kita yang jelas ternyata
Semakin lama oh semakin rekah
Menimbulkan tanya apa mungkin kita
Temu kebahagiaan dalam perpisahan
Usah titis air mata kau tangiskan
Ku dah cukup menampung selautan
Begitu lama ku pendam
Tapi hanya berdiam
Kerna cuba menafi realiti

Ulang Chorus

Seperti cinta kita yang jelas ternyata
Semakin lama oh semakin rekah
Menimbulkan tanya apa mungkin kita
Temu kebahagiaan dalam perpisahan
Kebahagiaan dalam perpisahan

Entri kali ni saya nk guna bahasa ibunda pulak sebab nak buat kelainan. Tahukah anda, sidang pembaca, ape signifikannye tajuk blog ini bersamaan dengan lagu juara program realiti terbaru ni??? Rasenye ade sikit kaitan tajuk entri terdahulu jugak. Maksudnye bile kite terpisah@berpisah@memisahkan diri daripada kwan@kenalan kite, ade kemungkinan insan tersebut akan lebih telus atau terbuke bile memperkatekan ape yg ade dlm fikirannye. Mungkin sebelum itu, die agak mengawal kata2nye (utk sebab2 yg tak pasti, mengapa nk kontrol ayu@macho dpan saye??) Bile kite menjarakkan diri, die akan pk die x perlu buat begitu lagi. jadi kite akan lebih mengenali die dgn lebih baik walaupun dari jarak jauh. Agak menyedihkan jugaklah lebih2 lagi bile xde sebab khusus untuk memisahkan diri dari org yg kite gelar kawan, kan? tapi setiap yg berlaku ade hikmahnye...

am i lucky? am i not grateful enough?

Good day everyone...

V had a spring cleaning program tday, yes again after bout 2 weeks n perhaps there will b another one next month huhu...so sad, coz it's not fun and the big boss wasnt around to share the heat wif us..the plan is good of cos, do you dare to say otherwise????

Yesterday i got a chance to attend a workshop. it was useful n i am happy dat i was selected to go. there, i met a new person. she is from the north. her clients are from age 13 till 17, so most people know her. she looks tired, n seems nobody wants to listen to her at work so she tend to pour everything on me but the same thing happened to me when i was in my first year. i accompanied my clients almost everywhere from in town into the jungle..hahaha..for the sake of experience, they said. But i knew my limit. Dear, u need to know clearly where n when to put a comma or a full stop.