For a Dead Kitten
(Sara H. Hay)

Put the rubber mouse away,

Pick the spools up from the floor -

What was velvet-shod and gay

Will not need them any more.


What was soft and warm, is cold -

Whence dissolved the little breath?

How could this small body hold

So immense a thing as death?

Actually i knew it yesterday but it may happen the days before. a cat has died. i dont know how but it happened and it seems to me that it happened quietly and nobody notice. so sad n poor mommy cat..(it's really a mommy or daddy cat????) it used to sleep or taking its catnap at the corridor of my little house and now? no more cat loafing around..huhuu...

feel sorry yet scared plus not brave enough to bury the poor creature. what bout us? do we want or wish to be like that when our time has come? of course, not!

without family n frens! we are lonely in the big, wide world...huhuuu

can anyone imagine???

Final Week in May

Hi there! finally i got time n space to blog again..

Do you know what is the significance of the title that i chose for this entry?
It's very meaningful for my dear stdents coz they are finishing their mid year exam this very week n for me, i'm looking forward to mark the papers as best as i could, dear students..plus everybody repeat EVERYBODY is planning ahead for the coming mid year holiday NEXT WEEK!! but as usual we cant be overhappy coz most of us are sitting for the exam on thursday, the 10th..pray for my success, will you? Let us pray for our excellence in our exams respectively.

Am i afraid for sitting for exams? i am! plus i only have 1 more chance to improve if i mess up with this one..n it has been a while for me to prepare for exams! what to do to excel????? easy to say when i motivate the students but to do the same to myself..i'm also human, if someone forget the fact.

This week looks like gonna be hectic,stressful, and chaotic since everybody on the top wants to have their in managing the program@activities..some 1 wants 'gotong-royong plus p&p' while someone wants 'gotong-royong+extraclass'..n the other wants all three activities in a day!!maybe students will be involved in 1 or 2 but us??? pretty sure the most hated activity will be like coughing at the stairs..hehehe ...

another reflection...

Hello everybody...
Finally da day has come n some of them went home happily n some still dreaming to be on board. i as usual will be on my way tomorrow or the day after tomorrow..hehe..no rush since no need..have to study a bit for next thursday, a week from today. another exam after 3 years n it doesnt sound exciting okiey dokiey....

another reflection...

it has been a while for me not being here, ryte?

lazy? busy? choosy? hehehe... so many reasons plus excuses n distractions, though. let me share a story of my so-called fren, a competative one. always hv a goal to be achieved till forget dat life is so short to be wasted wif unnecessary aims. if sumone is settling down n u r not, why must u make dat person's life suffer n difficult? what do u get in return? unless dat person is taking away da meaning of ur life then it's another story but if not? u r welcoming humiliation, anger and hatred, i guess.so ladies n gentlemen, family n frens...be happy wif what we have n think positive! we r special in our own way!

am i regretting it???

Well...it was my mistake though but hard to admit so dont know how to fix the situation that is ruined now...what to do????that person is quite revengeful so that person might not accept any excuse as it was 'accidently happened'..ignorance is bliss..what is done is done..qui sera sera what will will be...erm..(to be continued)

Today is 1st of June, tuesday.

I think it's useless plus shameful since it's quite clear that person had forgetting me forever because that person is fully occupied with his/her new life in new place. some times i did funny things by visiting his/her blog or facebook but i feel like stupid coz that person seems did not realize that we r no longer friends. he/she is very busy making frens and live in the time without reflecting the past. that person sounded angry when a relative took his/her kindness for granted but he/she is just the same..